Random Writing #11 - Gah!
I have to get over you.
I need to get over you.
I don’t think it’s healthy
to constantly think about someone so much.
To miss them this much.
It’s kind of sad and pathetic.
I put up this front,
like everything’s cool
but you don’t know.
You just don’t know
all the feelings running inside.
Random Writing #10
I see you with other people.
I see that you have moved on
and yet here I am, still
unable to move on.
Refusing to let you go,
to let go of what I feel for you.
To invest my time, my feelings, and myself in someone else.
I mean cause if you can do it then why can’t I, right?
There’s plenty of fish in the sea
but they’re never good enough for me
because I’m looking for you in each one I see.
[2/24/11 - 8:57pm]
Random Writing #9
All that time we spent was in vain.
In the end, every tear that fell
and all the heartache
wasn’t worth the pain.
[12/15/10 - 7:38pm]
2 things I don’t like about my mom (when she’s telling a story)
- when said story involves me and something I said my mother always says things I didn’t even say.
- she repeats things at least 4 times like we didn’t get the point the first 2x, lol.
Vaginas & Penises.
It’s mind boggling to me how the vagina responds when it’s aroused. It lubricates itself and expands in both length and width to accomodate the penis (or whatever object is being inserted). Then there’s the penis going from this small flaccid thing to this long hard thing. I think that the way a penis is swallowed up by a vagina is beautiful and amazing.
I mean like how cool is that!
Idk genitalia, orgasms and all that jazz is intriguing to me.
Random Writing #8: Its Funny…
Its funny how at the drop of a hat,
I’m there whenever you want or need me.
All you have to do is tell me the time & place and I’m there, no questions asked.
But when it’s the other way around,
there’s always an excuse.
There always has to be a reason for why I want to see you. It can never be just because.
So what do you want from me this time around?
Guess I’ll find out tomorrow when I see you.
Random Writing #7
There are still questions you’ve left unanswered,
Things I still don’t understand
And just because I’ve come to terms with you’re reasoning,
Doesn’t mean I’m over it
But if you’re happy then I am too, for you,
Because I only want and wish the best for you,
Even if it’s not with me.