You’re never going to have it all figured out. It’s okay.

A part of me wants you
in the most innocent way possible:
taking off your shoes in my bedroom,
climbing under the sheets and watching
whatever’s in my Netflix queue,
barely even touching
as we talk about our days until we
fall asleep with our
clothes still on.

But another, hungrier part of me
wants you unbuttoning your shirt
before you’re completely through my door,
falling onto my bed, and
scrambling to make your fingers
unbutton my shirt faster
Your mouth shaking out
my name the entire time.

—   Safe To Say A Lot’s Going Through My Head When I Think About You | Lora Mathis
(via forever-and-alwayss)

(via wonderfrankie)


I took the stars from my eyes,
And then I made a map,
And knew that somehow,
I could find my way back.
Then I heard your heart beating,
You were in the darkness too,
So I stayed in the darkness with you.

(via allurethekiller)



"If they raise the subway fare one more time, I’m going to explode. I’m making nine dollars an hour. I walk home three hours from work every day to save that $2.50, because that’s a half gallon of milk for me and my daughter. And every time they raise the fare, they have a ‘hearing.’ But they aren’t hearing anything. It’s a fucking joke. If you go to one of those ‘hearings,’ every single person stands up and says: ‘Don’t raise the fare.’ Then they raise it anyway. Oh man, it burns me up. ‘We need the money,’ they say, ‘America is hurting.’ That’s bullshit! If I see one more TV program bragging about multimillion dollar homes I’m gonna scream. How about a fucking TV program that shows me if there is anywhere in this city that I can fucking afford to live anymore. I’m sorry, but it’s burning me up."

I feel you boo

For real. I only take the train when it’s extremely necessary. If my destination is less than an hour and a half, walking distance, best believe I’m walking.

I am made for autumn. Summer and I have a fickle relationship, but everything about autumn is perfect to me. Wooly jumpers, Wellington boot, scarves, thin first, then thick, socks. The low slanting light, the crisp mornings, the chill in my fingers, those last warm sunny days before the rain and the wind. Her moody hues and subdued palate punctuated every now and again by a brilliant orange, scarlet or copper goodbye. She is my true love.

—   A recipe for Rowan Jelly by Alys Fowler (via elenamjacobs)

(Source: iphigenias, via awkrdturtle)


It already started
I tried to stop it but I already know
You are something I should do without
But I won’t
I’m under the table
Just keep wishing I’ll come out but I don’t
You are something I should do without
But I won’t

Please tell me that this could be easy
I’m tired of waiting for permission to love
Heartbreak is your game, but I’m learning
My heart could be yours, won’t you make it your home

I’m already falling
I couldn’t help it, didn’t think of the risk
I got a problem, problem when I look in your eyes
You’re mine and you know it
I’d still do it even if we were cursed
Won’t you be my problem, it’s okay with me if it hurts

This speaks to my core. Especially when she sings:

Please tell me that this could be easy,
I’m tired of wait for permission to love


Getting emotionally killed on the daily by Banks.

Despite being at work for almost 11 hrs, I’d say the highlight of it all was that conversion my co-workers and I had about the world impending doom, dreams, & God to generalize the topics. I’m not even being sarcastic about it. It was real stimulating & engaging. I enjoy good conversations like this.

Meet the blogger

[Rules: Just insert your answers to the questions below. You must tag at least 10 of your followers]

Name: Estifany
Nickname: Steph, Fifi, awsmgrl, Stif
Birthday: September 14
Sex: lady
Sexuality: I’m one of those “no label” people. My sexuality is fluid.
Height: 5’3”
Current Time Zone: Eastern
Time and Date: 6:05 PM October 4, 2014
Last thing you googled: Go Grimes lyrics
Most used phrases: “Can’t we just hug this out?”, “Awesome sauce!”
Last thing you said to a family member: “I love you too.”
Favorite beverage: right now it’s SoBe Lifewater (Yumberry Pomegranate flavor)
First word that comes to mind: awesome
Place that makes you happy and why: These past few years it’s been the store where I work. I love the vibe and all my coworkers. The closeness we all have with each other. We’re like a little family. I can check my baggage at the door and nothing can touch me. And if there’s anything wrong, I know I have them to lift my spirits.
Number of blankets you sleep under: Usually one but sometimes 2
Last movie watched at the cinema: Gone Girl but I didn’t finish it. I was too sleepy. 😔
3 things you can’t live without: Music, my mom & hugs! Lol
Something you plan on learning: As many language as I can
Piece of advice for your followers: Always appreciate the little things because after all it’s the thought that counts.

I tag: melissatastic, badlatch, jackstillaintshit, declareidid, jayfire, loveisapromisee, itsbecause-imdraculabitch, rojovelvet-mustaches, jupiter-wolf, & headwreckage. :)



Me running away from reality.


(Source: shardwick)